Something I really need to get off my chest

So I'm sure like many of us I've had my share of bad relationships and silly crushes, but lately there just seems to be one to top it all. Even though I know I can't call whatever this is a relationship it's mostly me just being hopelessly in love with someone that can't have, though this seems to be typical from me lately but this is just different, he is just different. I won't go in to any real details about our relationship, mostly for my own pride. I will tell you this though he is pretty much everything I ever looked for in a guy, we get along really great and like almost all the same things, he has the ability to make me smile no matter what's going on or what kinda mood I'm in. I've never truly known what people meant by butterflies in your stomach until now, whenever he looks at me or smiles at me my stomach does back flips. He will always be the one person I can never say no to, he is my biggest weakness and It kills me a little inside to know that his heart will always belong to someone else. So I guess I'll just have to just be his friend and put on a smile so he won't know I'm suffering in silence.

Boys, Relationships and online dating D:

So today I want to talk about boys, relationships and online dating, something I'm not great at but I try. I seem to attract the crazy guys I'm not sure why, but I've had lots of stockers and creepy controlling boyfriends. I kinda don't even want to go there though lol. So recently I've decided to give online dating a chance. I'm really not sure where this is gonna lead but I'm gonna give it a go. I've meet plenty of creeps so far and people that want in my pants...so I guess we'll see where this goes, but I dunno if online dating is for me, well either way bye for now all.

P.S. what do you guys think about online dating?

Love,
A

San Francisco ♥

So today I want to talk about my favorite place in the world, San Francisco. So I may not have ever been there,but there is just something about that city that draws me to it, It seems like more and more of my friends seem to be going off on there own in the world and whenever anybody asks me where I'm going when I finish collage and my answer is always San Francisco. The thing that I love the most is it's funky free sprite it just seems to fit me, from the golden gate bridge to the colorful Victorian houses. I just know one day that San Francisco is where I'll be, but until then I'll just sit here and day dream...

Love,

A

Blue Dress

Hey, so this is pretty much a pointless post but I really kinda feel the need. I'm in a great mood this morning, the sun is shining, and birds are singing which means I'm wearing my blue dress. As silly as this sounds, If I could only wear one outfit for the rest of my life it would be my blue dress. It's really nothing too fancy, just a little striped blue dress with thin straps and lace back. It just kinda makes me feel prettier every time I put it on, well anyway that was my silly little blog about my favorite dress...bye for now <3.

Love,

A

work....

Okay so this is my first "real" blog, So hi...well I guess the first thing I wanna talk about is work. I work at a call center so we all know how fun that is...well if you don't lets just say that most days I would rather to be working at McDonalds because truthfully all these people complain how much they hate machines but if you're going to be an asshole then maybe you should talk to a machine. We're people too and why the heck would you wanna piss off the person who's trying to help you, I mean why would you wanna help someone who's yelling at you. Sometimes I wonder what's wrong with people....well anyway night for now

Love,

A

New beginning

Okay so welcome to my blog, I'm kinda new at this but I'm going to be posting on here about my life and random things that happen to me. So I guess I'll start with introducing myself, My name is Amber I'm 18 and I live in St. John's NL, I'm tall and thin, green eyes, blond hair, and crazy personality, I'm hyper and random. I love, love, love vintage anything it makes me so happy, and everyday is like a little adventure for me.